Lemme Stop Time for a Sec.

Everyone has to stop themselves from their busy lives. You need to think about the well being of yourself before you try and please everyone else. I cannot for the life of me figure out how to help myself. No matter how hard I try I always end up helping others before I heal myself. I have a hard time saying no to people that I care about and that I think will think different of me if I do say no.

Colton's Hockey Team 

Therefore I always say yes. That’s why I'm so freaking busy. my friends often yell at me and tell me to slow down and have some down time but I cant stand just sitting down and relaxing because I feel like I'm just wasting time that I could be doing something productive...
When I really think about it though I've been tired a lot lately and that's really telling me that I need to slow down and take it one thing at a time. I mean yeah, I know I need to, but do I really want to? I don't think so because I love helping people and doing different things for everyone. It keeps me busy and therefore I'm not bored and just sitting around like a loser.
I love all the activity that goes on in my life. But it recently hit me that I'm freakin' exhausted. Between my brother’s hockey schedule and my own "me" time. I have no time to let my body take a breather. Sitting around leads to thinking and I don't really care for thinking because thinking leads to anxiety... For me at least. Because I think of all the stuff that I could be doing instead of wasting time. So at the end of the day, I do it my way. The best way I think there is. (: